I miss being a mom!

Well I was just thinking today how sad it is how many people I've lost contact with since coming to Fountainview! Like my childhood best friend that I'd had since I was a baby, anyway I decided to reminisce! I WANNA BE A KID! It was so darn fun! Right now I want nothing more then to be in 8th grade again, in my kitchen making a sandwich with mustard, pickles and cheese, with my little brothers screaming in the background about Mario kart. And going for motorcycle rides with daddy, and playing in the sprinklers with my dogs, and having all my girls follow me as I do the shopping for their lunch. I miss my kids! I miss being a mommy to 50 girls!